"tHe Angels wIthin me"

Sad =(

2008-10-17T00:38:00.000-07:00

Today had so much fun in school. Played Heart Attack, UNO, Cheat, Stressed & PSP.
Now kinda sad.
y??
My results are so bad.
They left me & when I caught up, not even a sorry.
When it was someone else, the quickly said sorry.
Wat m I, invisible?

Secondly, People just come & go.
I feel as though im a spare tire.
I guess im not good enough to be a true friend.
BUT im used to it.
guess its my luck to just be lonely.

I will put on a smile & not upside down.
Don't feel bad coz im magnanimous
P.S. just learnt magnanimous..hehe

I miss you. I miss my Trumpet family.
Wish i'd see my junior. wished they'd rmb their promise
Anyone free.. Wanna go out to buy cake & celebrate my Belated birthday.
Since that time cannot due to EOY.

Im oso sad coz my brain is totally fried becoz of maths field testing.
It sux. Just had finish exams & was about to unwind & had to sit for this test.
Worst ting is no calculators allowed. =(

Ok. totally sad BUT feeling better after pouring out wat im feeling.
Going Raya wif band peeps on mon =)
streaming on mon =)
Happy birthdae daddy
Happy Advanced birthday Mr Mysterious

Relaxing & slacking..byes.. tell u more another day

End Of Year Results

2008-10-16T23:52:00.000-07:00

I got back my results!
&
&
I did badly than Mid-Year Exams =(

Here's what i get -:
English Paper 1 section 1 : 17/25
English Paper 1 section 2 : 17/25
English Paper 2- Short Qns: 17/25
English Paper 2- Summary: 19/25
Grade-: B4

Higher Malay Paper 1- 50/70
Higher Malay Paper 2- 60/90
Grade-: A2

Science section A - 23/30
Science section B - 19.5/40
Science section C - 23/30
Grade -: B3

Mathematics Section A - 43/50
Mathematics Section B - 20/50
Grade -: B3

Geography Section A- 8/15
Geography Section B - 11/25
Geography Section C - 34/60
Grade -: C6

Literature - 37/50
Grade: A2

History - 69/100
Grade: B3

HomEc Section A - 6.5/10
HomEc Section B - 6/10
HomEc Section C - 15/20
Grade -: A2

a week of exams =(

2008-10-11T20:49:00.000-07:00

Ahhh..finally can relax.
A week of exams is finally over.
Well almost.
Final paper tmr [homec]
Helping people are so fulfilling.

Had my birthday the same day as maths paper.
Very sad, cannot celebrate coz next day having history
Anyway my brother is serving ns
sister bz with school work the whole day,till 9.
dad never even buy me a gift n a card (usually he give me something)
elder sis having tuition classes
left mum n me..nth much to do

Wish happy birthday to:

Amirah & Hidayah -: 5 Oct
Kak Firah -: 6 Oct
Danish -: 7 Oct
Hoiki, Sian Pei, Mak Sal & Kak Yaya -: 8 Oct

Ok now at home with sis & brother
Mum & Dad at Johore
Sister working.

Write in another time. Now gotta focus on F&N. Not the drink, the subject.
Haha... Gotta go now & best wishes for everyone having exams =)

Saddened

2008-09-02T05:32:00.000-07:00

U cannot even tell me who u like. U noe who i like. U cannot even tell me who is the person whom u like but hates u. Y not? m i not a trust-worthy friend. I tot u were my best friend. I guess u are oso like the rest. Im so pathetic =[
My hand is still bleeding.although its not oozing out like yest but when will it clot up. U promised me u will come. U promised me tt u will bring the bandage i needed. U didnt show up bcoz ur tired?! I am also as tired as u are. U actually went out with him when ur leg was still injured. Y u cannot just come out to me truthfully? Its ok wif me. m i that bad to u tt u haf to make up an excuse to not come.
Tmr still haf to go to school.haiz..so tired of sch already. y do u haf holiday when u require us to come to sch every single day of holiday? Its fasting month. the year is almost coming to an end. thats super fast. Math leaving so soon. Hope ur farewell party will turn out good. =[ sorry if it did not turn out good. im a bad planner.
Talking to u is so good. didnt noe u felt wat i feel now. i always haf a positive mindset. every single setbacks is taken greatly to make me b stronger in facing more difficult problems. i just donoe y i suddenly feel so sad as to give everything up. thanks for taking time off to listen to my problems. u rock. anyway good luck for ur exam tmr.( ss and mt 3 rite?)
Feeling much better now. =]

1st day of fasting month

2008-09-01T06:18:00.000-07:00

Well, today i woke up at 5am after my alarm sounded from 4.50am. Haha =] I ate rice with nugget. Im such a simple girl. Than i slept again. Thank god no school today. I was so lazy to wake up. Anyway went to school at 12.30. waited for reena till its almost 1. Finally she showed up. I wasnt angry at her for being late.Im just thankful that she was willing to help me with the t-shirt.
We drew many designs.mostly ideas from her. than we went to D&T workshop to c the class. They wanted to c brenda and benjamin coz they haf music lit practice that day. i went there and help amirah,nazurah and nisa. Along the way,i helped jiaxi. man such a long time since i talk to her.This whole year i didnt even chat with her. Only said hi to each other. That's when the accident strike. It was 5.15pm. Was helping amirah drilling holes in her artefact. BIG mistake!! Forgot to secure it down. shudnt haf use only hands. It spun crazily.Luckily she wasnt hurt. stopped the machine and took the artefact out. Take a look at why my hand was stinging. I cut myself.hehe =] so clumsy.
It was a deep cut but im fine. Although it continues bleeding till now. Changed plasters so many times already till i lost track. Second round of drilling,it broke. So sorry amirah. Gd news we still haf 45min. ok dont waste time already. Find new acryllic and cut. Sand the excess and file the inner areas of the wings. We did it in 45 min. Amazing huh. Used to doing things fast. Had experiences.
Yeah. Time to break fast! Had rice( typical food for Singaporean) wif noodles. Neighbour gave lontong and and wet noodle.yummy.
Now relaxing.Hand stinging *sigh*. Checking out things to do for SPCA tmr.Giving encouragement to Yong(aka.best FA eva),and Bryan. Jiayou!! Do well for Chinese paper tmr.
Tmr's agenda:
* 1pm SPCA skit props
* 2pm Band rehearsal
* 6.30pm End of band/ go home to prepare for breaking of fast =]

Gd nite blog. Cya tmr(mayb) *busy person*
Qistina =)

Happenings of August

2008-08-31T06:12:00.000-07:00

Ah,finally able to find time to write in my blog.
A whole month almost come to an end and so many things have happened.
So this is wat happened in August.
I went to an ltc gathering. Miss them all n so glad to be able to meet them again at the gathering =]
I especially missed Siying. She came a bit later coz she had a project.I helped them with the bbq.
Than at the end, i played basketball with Siying. We won the first match but lost the second but its ok coz the important thing is that we have had fun.
Next events were the engagement and wedding of my cousins. Kak Lati was so nervous at her engagement but she looked beautiful. I liked the gifts..hehe =] All look so delicious coz it was made by the family. haha =] Kak Sayang's wedding at Fort Canning had a whole new feeling to it. It was so grand. Surprisingly, i met Nisa there.
Besides that, i have a new member, Dzikri Rayyan. Guess this upcoming Hari Raya is going to be different.
This week i had my Common Test. So nervous wat my marks will be. I hope i didnt fail any. So scared that i would. I got my science paper back though. Thank god i passed wif flying colours. haha =] 41/50 for science( light & electricity - include colours)
Friday had cross-country. Wasnt planned to run coz i had duty but i ran anyway. Happy to know that im still very fit & healthy coz i manage to be in top 15. =] I didnt know you are so fast. The FA's are amazing peeps. They just started running when i finished and about 10mins later they completed the 3.5m race. Congrats on the big win! Focus on N lvls now. Must be so stress being a sec 4.
Yeah.Next week holiday week! I still have to come to school for band and spca rehearsal. I miss you all at now having fun in China. Must tell me everything when u come back alrite?
To all LTC ppl, im begging u to come to the farewell party for Math. It would mean a lot to me. Plz come!!
Farewell Party
Date: 8 Sept, Mon
Venue: Blk 497
Time: 2.30pm

Plz come =] confirm ur attendance to me by this week! Bring $2 if ur coming.

Thanks to Qian Hui who helped me with the planning. Thanks Bryan for helping me with the changes. Thanks Xi En for helping me telling all the LTC ppl. Thanks Reena for helping me with the design. Even a million of thank yous wont be enough and sorry for the inconvenience caused. =(

Yours Truly,
Qistina =]

21.7.08,Mon

2008-07-21T04:22:00.000-07:00

Firstly, I'd like to ask if there's anything wrong with me. Its just that i seem to be slacking a lot when there is a lot to be done. This whole term is like, not caring bout anything thats happpening in school. Seriously.
Secondly, I tend to like chinese guys. Haiz,my life is so weird. I wonder how it feels like to be loved by someone. haha =) Usually, people would fall in love with someone of their own race. I tend to fall in love older, chinese guys.haha =)..Well i guess thats just my heart. I sometimes wonder if i got a donated blood by a chinese woman. Haha.
Thirdly, I accidentally cut myself today and a lot of times. Today seems to be a bad day for me. It hurts so badly. Its been a log time since i injured myself, like falling down, accidentally got bruises. I use to be injured like everyday,until it doesnt hurt me anymore. That time,i fell and glided across the rough surface. I didnt feel anything until i touch my knee. U know wat, the skin got peeled off and the meat was coming out. It was night time so clinic close,luckily my aunt(nurse) was at my grandma's house. She helped me with my knee but when it was recovering and i wanted to peel the bandage off, it sticked to my skin,i had to peel my skin again. Haha..terrible sight =)

Today was tiring as i had sch,2 test in a day, hist was terrible. Then had general meeting and speech day rehearsal again =( . Finally reach home, had to go out to buy bread. Im totally beat.
Saw WSC had a hair cut. I wonder how he managed his time,he seem so bz yet so free.. Haha =)

Tmr's agenda:
NSW Math's examination
School as per normal
Band (rehearsing for Wuhan concert)
Home sweet home =)

P.S. Chairs R dangerous..haha!

peace out, Qistina

Rehearsal of Speech day

2008-07-17T05:09:00.001-07:00

Today, we had speech day rehearsal in the hall. I wonder where we will be for speech day since first rehearsal was at the parade ground. I wanted to view the choir's performance but we were next so we had to get ready behind stage. Tommorow Mr Lim is not conducting,instead Ms Chong will take over. I hope she will not change wat we rehearse but if she do, i tink im prepared. U noe me. I go with the flow (=
Life as i know it seemed to be different. Guys are all i hear about. Especially my FA. He is so loved. Even i love him..hehe.. i love all the FAs. They have become apart of my life, they r my world,my everything..hehe(exagerating). U noe wat, i still havent given my thank you letter to them for everything they had done for mua in the camp.
Planned to go home with WSC but he had night classes. Went home with Khairul instead. Didnt know we haf BGR in school. Just now we a girl to girl talk. The speaker is really good.I enjoyed it very much since i laughed so much. Won a prize for answering her question..haha
Tmr is going to be tiring coz will be in the sun in our thick-layered uniform. Its cute like a penguin though. We haf to perform for the openning ceremony of Rottery club.Till the next time!

Peace out(=

LTC Camp'08

2008-07-17T05:09:00.000-07:00

The LTC camp took place during the June holidays. That time i was sick so i didnt manage to take part in most of the activities. It looks challenging and fun. I love the elements. Too bad i didnt manage to go through it. Im from Triton! My FA is Yong and Siying. They are 2 awesome ppl! Our group was special as we had 2 FA. I hanged out with the committee ppl more coz i was sick. They were so caring.. Man i miss them. In the end, Triton won. It was unexpected coz we had the least number of ppl n Archilles seems to be much better in everything. Im just thankful that we won. I wanna say a special thanks to the FA, Triton, Joel, Benjamin and the teachers. They turned my frown upside down. I oso enjoyed being wif the other FAs, Wee,Math n Byran, especially Wee =)
We had a gathering at Sentosa. I had a blast..haha. Went home late and was in a rush coz Mirrah nid to get home early. We took a taxi home..man say gdbye to my money.
This Saturday will haf a BBQ for the whole of LTC. Im looking forward to it but its a waste to organise it in school. I hope ppl will change their mind and join us for the BBQ!

the latest update of my lyfe

2007-11-22T04:51:00.000-08:00

Its been a very long time. So here's the updates:

17th November 2007:-Mum's birthdae
Todae we had a special plan for mum.
First we will haf a normal breakfast.
Followed by a spa treatment that cost $180.
But it seems that we're a bit early so we went to a nearby park.
took lots of pics.
Then we went to vivo city for our dinner at swensens.(every1 had steak)
go there to buy me running shoes.
Finally we went granny's house to haf our final delicacy...an ice cream cake

18 November-: watch a movie wif family
We watch game plan..n boy it was so fun.ending was touching though.i cried..
guess wat..all the tickets were FREE! specially sponsored by my couz for mums bdae.

19th November:-
Todae i went to sentosa to plant trees..todae is an unlucky day coz
i haf a toothache..my back hurts coz some1 step on it..plus my ankle was sprained..
but it is also the band's farewell dinner..it was ok..amazing race,dinner n water bomb.

lucky for me i haf the rest of the week to rest..my toothache is still in bad condition..On the 21th of November i went to visit the dentist.Apparently,my second molar was growing and my gm was swollen when it was haf grown coz it haf been infected.

today i just had a usual day but my breakfast was weirder than usual coz i had crab wif porridge.Now watching deal or no deal..poor felicia.she's having a hard time wif the banker. lets hope she get that $1000.haha:-)

boring day eva

2007-09-21T19:05:00.000-07:00

Today is gonna be a boring day i presumed coz i will be at home n do hw all day long..
my sis is at botanic garden with the school to support i donoe wat n why..so cannot play games..my other sis n bore is sleeping i think..

my resolution this term is to get better in my studies..especially english..aww man im soo weak in that..mr sim teaching technic not helping much..even geog is not helpful..i miss ms othman..at least i can stay awake n get the key words from her..mr sim is soo long-winded that i cannot understand a single word he says..haiz

Reena is soo nice..When she made notes,she gave me some as my study materials..as my tuition teacher say..u must pace urself to do well..get prepared b4 the examinations..not to cramp urself the last minute..my personality change..now im starting to be more diligent n study bits by bits unike b4..i use to sleep all day long wen i got home coz by then i wud b very tired..school ends at 1.15 but i go home at 3-5 then got tuition till 7..now i still go home late but i sleep a while n do hw as well as revise..u noe put in a few hours for studies

Being a counsellor is very challenging coz u haf to balance ur time well between school work,studies,CCAs as well as ur duty.. U best respect them coz they r the most problematic ppl but they can handle that n still be cheerful in doing that..their studies are gd,they attend their CCAs on time without fail unless theyhaf other school matters like HMT.

This is a very fast year as end year examinations are in October..Puasa seems to fly fast in time..Soon Hari Raya will arrive and a whole new year will fall into place. I will b in Sec 2 n my life will b doubled bz then the first year..more challenges in life will come like not being able to b in the class as my friends. We are so tight 2gether but when we get separated i hope it will not separate us..Lit is coming..estetika is coming too..ouh..how to do this..

Earth is getting hotter n hotter. The air is getting more polluted. The fossil fuel are getting lesser every minute..cant u guys see that earth is our only home n its dying..! dont u ppl care for it..it has always been a shelter to us by protecting us from the sun's rays, giving us oxygen to breathe as well as food n water to be alive from.

We shud all do our part to save her..stop the misery..
peace out for now..
Qistina:)

Wat a busy day..

2007-09-20T05:59:00.000-07:00

Its been a while since i last updated..soo busy lately..
Im now a counsellor trainee so i have to reach school very early..
Besides that..its fasting month so i wake up very early every single day without fail.
Sleep is limited..so sad..

The day b4, we were supposed to be practising for the lit musical but it turned out to be a wild game with the malay boys of 1A instead. I donoe whose idea it was to ask the boys but yeah it was fun.
Speaking of lit musical..today's performance was soo funny..i cannot stand to pay attention. Nice usage of the space but they might want to try not to go up and down the staircase too often cause it gets boring seeing the same thing happening again..besides that..gd job

My mentor is Bernice..She is a great mentor..always cheerful and devoted to do her duty well. My partner is Nazurah..She is a born leader..we did our duty very fast today..it was terific..guess bernice is always trying to do better than others..but its a gd thing coz it makes u push urself further..proud to be under her teachings

Malay estetika is going to be an enjoyable memory or the worst nightmare..?? we haf to act,dance n sing..im afraid of a nervous break down
wheres that video camera of my family..??

No band already..exams near..miss my lovely trumpet family members..i need help from them about my studies.. they are pro wen it comes to time management..need to learn that.. for example..Matthew got all A1 with only 1 b3 n fail chinese..its considered gd..haiz..congrats though..Gd luck for the streaming year n end year examination!!

Earth is in danger..save the earth ppl..do ur part n reduce,reuse n recycle!

Peace out,
Qistina:)

stressed out

2007-08-16T05:48:00.000-07:00

-exam tips-
#plan a timetable
#haf proper meals n exercise
#haf enough rest
#work hard n play hard
#always find 15-30min to relax
#revise bit by bit each day

Hey guys..bet u are feeling tired now..
getting lazier by the moment..just wanna slack..
cept those who r diligent unlike me
so many hw..haiz
* compo corrections..yet to meet mr sim
* compo with amirah
*lit group meetings
*mt rinkasan
*research on ginger,cinnamon n pandan
*dnt since the last 1 was ruin
*art symmetrical n asymmetrical balance
*study band theory
*memorise the legends(e.g. ff,fortesimo) n fingerings
*revise all that has been done
*memorise vocab/read i m david n understand it
Gonna miss band prac n drills..next year science change the books
all up to Mr Sim which 1 we gonna use:)
Still can meet up with lovely trumpet family..
Toking bout trumpet family...i found out that grandpa's name was spelld as ilyas..hehe..sori salah ejaan.. then yu quan has a great chat with our Principal...Mrs Neoh..hope its rite spelling..hehe
Gd luck for the common test, best wishes from the 1 and only,stay cheerful n remember to haf fun too..

till the next time..till then me signing off..Qistina..

National day eve

2007-08-08T06:42:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday Singapore... Today suppose to be enjoyable but it is so boring..not as festive as last year. No concert,no parade coz no place, just now cannot see a thing..Haiz, gd news tmr can look out for cousin n ms luar..hehe

Wats hw..totally forget..is it history n english only..haiz..mayb malay..Toking bout malay,Does any1 noes how Mdm Rohayah noes the ppl who haf blogs..so scary..

Haiz.. So lonely at school..luckily got my seniors as friends..love my trumpet family. (Karen, grandma.. Ilyas, grandpa..Khai hui, mama..Daryl, papa..Matthew,Ming Xuan, Yu Quan, Jie Hong..elder brothers..Jasmine, Hoiki n Izzan..my younger n elder siblings) Hehe..so many ppl.

Best wishes for exams..O level ppl n happy holidays to the rest. Enjoy the 4 days to the max but do study for incoming exams.

Peace,
Qistina:)

school holiday

2007-06-12T21:41:00.000-07:00

Its been a while since my last blog. Well the holidays have made me busy with band practises, DnT, supplementary classes, tuition n all the homeworks!! till now i still haf not finish my hw.

But i did manage to enjoy myself 1 day @ Batam. When my sis said we go there to shop i didnt noe she meant shop till we dropped. Came wif 1 bag but came back wif three huge luggages.

School starts on the 25th n 2dae is already the 13th. I haf hml ppt, maths pie charts, english composition bout home alone n novel. It took me so long to read n i onli read up to chapter 5. Still haf another 21 chapters to go. haiz...

To my friends whose reading this, hope u guys had a splendid holiday unlike me n i miss u guys. Cant wait 4 school to start but oso can wait for the school.Hehe!

Bubyes,
Qistina.

Family day

2007-05-20T04:32:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was soo fun as my family n I went to sentosa for family day sponsered by my dad's company. It was in the morning till 2pm. My dad sign my siblings n me for the games.

We R the purple team with another two family. We R quite lucky to get all the young members as they r really smart. They R also strong. We won the telematch. Yipee!! Quite happy but the prize was a calculator.haiz...

After being tired out by the telematch,there was a magic show. He was amazing. There was also a balloon sculptor named Harry(not harry potter).
The balloon sculptors were cute,i must say.There were also game stalls n a body painting stall. I had an angel painted.

When it was two, we get tickets for underwaterworld, dolphin lagoon,luge n sky tower. Since dolphin lagoon was the nearest we went there first. The show started at 3.30. it was sooo full of ppl.Packed like sardines in a can.So we went to the luge without finishing the show as we could only c other ppls head. It was fun. Had driven twice.First was slow n steady then next we drove like mad. There was a camera taking our photo.we form a single row n force ppl behind to b there too so our picture was a crowd.hehe!Next we went to the underwaterworld.It was so full. There we were so hungry so we bought bread at roti mama. Soo delicious.U guys should try it.

For this I missed band. Didnt noe it was that day. Haiz.. sori guys for not helping shift the intruments. Truly sori.

Bubye tell u more soon!!

Typical day at home

2007-05-15T00:05:00.000-07:00

Today is marking day so... theres no school.
Yipee!! but now feeling bored. Wat 2 do?
Eat wateva there is at home, on the com; chat, listen to songs, surf the net
Done that now wat.
Do a powerpoint,poem,homework

Talking bout poem, here's 1 just for u

Remember the moments
Of the past, look forward to
The promises of the future,
But most of all,
Celebrate the present
For it is precious…

Lovely Friends

2007-05-13T22:42:00.000-07:00

Here's a poem for my lovely friends:

We all need someone
To talk to in our life,
A friend to whom we run
In times of stress or strive

A friend who ‘s always there
Throughout the years,
A friend we know will care
And take away our fears

A friend who’s always near
Waiting for our call
To wipe away our tears
And lift us when we fall

A loving friend indeed
On whom we can depend
To fulfill our every need
Thank you, precious friend

Peace out for to day,
Smilez always